Writing gave me a chance to slow down and see the vulnerable parts of me that are so easy to bypass with the hustle of life. I owe it to myself to write and tell my story to whoever needs it to continue writing theirs.
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I BELIEVE THE PEN IS POWERFUL
BASED ON HOW I VIEW IT AS A SWORD
WHEN I ROMANCE THE PEN TO PAPER, IM BLEEDING MY THOUGHTS
ITS THERAPEUTIC TO MY SOUL
ITS ANOTHER WINDOW TO THROW OUT YOUR FEELINGS
WHILE CLEARING YOUR MIND AND CLEANSING YOUR SOUL.
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In the midst of my tears I looked at my bookshelf and there was my journal. I had not written in it in over a year. I started to resent my journal a bit. I only wanted to report good things about life, I didn't want my journal to be filled with sadness and misery, so I stopped writing it all together. The truth is I had been feeling sad, alone, and depressed for months; I WAS NOT OKAY, and I had been lying to myself about it. I am a mental health therapist for God sake.
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Disconnected from emotions connected to sensual love emotionally___ dismissive, Incapable, I can’t feel what they’re feeling. Laying on my back staring at the ceiling, Problems dreaming while I’m sleeping
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Once I learn something I could never forget it. Once I’m focused I know in my mind I won’t stop until it’s accomplished or complete.
As a Black woman from the hood It is instilled in me to have strength, never show weakness and always look good. But these things are hard to maintain when you struggle mentally in silence. So on a day to day basis I constantly have to remind my self positive affirmations such as “you can make it, you got this, you’re smart, you’re strong.”
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I struggle with staying sane in a world full of insanity
A constant battle of staying in my own lane of vanity
Be humble they say, because pride is a killer
But I already survived the Jungle that kills, now my pride is a healer
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Peace was brought to me the day I stopped feeling negatively about my son’s death. The day I understood why God took him away, the day I knew god knew best. See peace can’t be bought it’s something that’s self taught something within. Something that I knew would take time to find but I knew I had to.
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I use to question God, with questions like “Why me? Why us? Why God?” — until I really started understanding the saying “everything happens for a reason.” It’s a lesson and a blessing in every situation and when that really settled in for me I pushed harder than I ever had before and prevailed through situations that were meant to break me. I stood tall when I could have folded. I became stronger in times when I felt my weakest. The pressure made me a diamond. I’m no Leo but I feel like the king of the jungle
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Life after football is when I discovered how bad my mental illness was. I battled clinical depression and didn't know it until I saw myself at an all-time low. Struggling with sleep and communicating with others; all the signs was there of me falling apart and not being myself. I ignored the signs for a while trying to tell myself I was okay but deep down inside I wasn't.
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Everything that I've been through made me who I am today.
Unbreakable…
Rather it's been right or wrong I've learned, I've challenged and I've mastered.
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I want someone to understand my need to love and cherish a love desperately,
Someone that’s willing to take my hand and journey through life’s perceptively, Someone who cares enough to carry me on for eternity.
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Wit’ so many Me’s which face do I see?
I never really know until I awake from my sleep.
I beg and I plead unto sanity’s Peace.
Because indeed only prayer works for a man incomplete.
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When I started loving myself and making changes for myself to make myself feel good and not please others, I felt a shift in my life. Someone once told me, “when I met you, I was at a low point in my life but watching and being around you really taught me how to love myself and that was the first time I truly felt happy.”
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When we hear those words, “I battle with mental illness,” we often think crazy. I knew that I wasn’t crazy, I just knew I needed more. More of something to help me get through what I was going through. Where I am from mental health isn’t a cool topic of discussion; so unfortunately many of us are left fighting silent battles alone.
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